Lame. Whatever.
Not drinking until the employee party Feb 5th.
I’m sick of hangovers and wasting money and empty calories right now. It’s just not doing it for me. Even if I did have a raging good time last night.
My goal right now is 104 pounds by April 16. If I keep drinking I won’t be able to get up and run and do yoga and stuff, and getting in shape is way more important to me than boozing it up. Having a couple drinks on occasion is fine but I can’t keep pounding half a bottle of whiskey every time I drink.
Blah blah blah no one cares.
A and I have been having some sort of a lover’s spat in which we are totally normal and fine with one another at work but he’s all salty with me for some odd reason/avoiding me and won’t come over here for the last few nights when I’ve asked him over, so I’m salty at him in return for not coming over. I think he’s salty at me for being salty at him/that girl at the show last weekend. Stupid stupid stupid. Derp derp derp. I need to stop being so possessive and I need to stop being attached. I need to focus on me damnit. I suck at this stuff. I just wanna get laid. Grr.
I’m exhausted right now. Gonna switch my laundry now, dink around online until it’s dry, wash my face and go to bed.
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mydearsweetheart said:
GREAT CHOICE!
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